I feel for you Keltora. (My own kitty died last Dec so I know the feeling). I don't have a cat that fits you but wish you luck in finding the kitty. I'll keep an eye out and if I see a kitty that matches yours while I wander around, I'll im you. I thought you might like to see it though, using Tad's build-a-cat which lets you put fur, eyes, etc together to image your cat.
If you want to tweak it (see if you like a different color whisker or shape, tad's build-a-cat is at
http://tad-carlucci.com/Build-a-Cat/